ICEBOX

I am trapped in an icebox,
Colder than an iceberg,
Beating for love, not getting enough,
The stillness of your heart burns.

I once held you so close that I wore you,
You once kissed me so sweet that I melted.
We once loved each other to the point of inseparability,
We once loved each other like magic.

Tragic how time flies and feelings change,
My soul in anger, my heart in pain.
Never understood why things didn't stay the same,
Guess love and other drugs are the strangest things.

I am fighting for my life in this atmosphere,
No telling what is next, maybe the end is drawing near.
Bup-bup, bup-bup, can you hear me knocking?
Shocking how you left me, a rude awakening.

Tired of being here, tired of being scared,
Tired of commitment, since she didn't make it clear.
Her heart is so cold, her stories yet to be told,
So I sit here waiting for an explanation, while I shiver with fear.

CAN I: THE RESULT

Since you said yes to the question can I?

It is time, for my body to follow your mind.

Every time I go low, you will scream high,

I will take you way further, than cloud nine.

I will lay you down,

Dedicate my time to you,

We aren't getting tired,

Tonight it’s time to show and prove.

Are you ready for this experience?

‘Cause I’m waterproof.

I won’t stop,

Tonight it’s all about you.

I will whisper into your ear

Sweet things that make you weak,

Then look into your eyes

With a mysterious provocative gaze, watch you peak,

Causing you to touch my skin,

To feel the burning of my flames,

Caressing you with love that is real,

With only ourselves to blame.

I will lick the edges of your contours moving slowly,

Then start on the inside, finding it very wet.

I will lick faster as I feel your excitement grow and surely,

Tonight I will find out how wet you can get.

I will touch every curve and every part of you,

It seems you move your legs automatically,

As I lift you on a mystical ride and slide in you,

Your body yearns for me seductively.

I will make you forget about the number 69,

Put you in that 21, thrusting from behind,

Pull your hair, draw you near as you slow grind

Picture that in motion…now focus on my eyes.

I will give you the benefit of the doubt,

Maybe I didn't hear you the first seven times.

Maybe it wasn't you that screamed and shout,

Maybe you just gasped in exotic lines.

I will speak repetitive rhymes with my tongue,

Lift you up and put you on my shoulders.

Sexing you explicitly, now you are sprung,

Oceans upon oceans I sense getting closer.

I will enter your climax with sexual healing,

Your body collapses with erotic feeling,

Your noises digressing, after hours of screaming,

We lie back down, cuddle and look to the ceiling.

This is the result of an infamous question,

Filled with desire, need and passion,

We end now at our final destination,

Where I leave you with one simple statement…

I WILL!

BEST THING I NEVER HAD

I almost had you,
I almost won your heart,
I almost wrote songs for you,
Now I'm feeling torn apart.
See I didn't almost want you,
I wanted it all,
The love, care, compassion,
That's right I thought you had it all.

But I guess I was in a fantasy,
Reality not known to me,
The mystery is why I,
Only saw my wants and not my needs.
Needing to be everything to my everything,
Not an infatuation of your mind,
The clock stopped, guess it's true,
Everyone runs out of time.

Blank Space call me Taylor,
I have to shake it off,
Though I didn't know you were trouble when we started,
I have to break this off.
Whatever this may be,
Secret lovers or fwb,
I'm moving on and pause...let me finish,
There is no more you and me.

Honestly, you're the best thing I never had,
So sick of love songs, they just make me mad.
One in a million with that sexy love,
The ugly, good and bad.
Reminiscing on the list,
your laugh, your smile, your kiss,
Framing you cause I never pictured this,
I'm just a simple guy with love on my mind,
And my name is Chris.

LOVE IS

 Love is patient love is kind,

Love is I waiting for you, so we can be uncodified.

Love presents the opportunity for me to express my mind

In every way possible, so you can be mine.

Neither space nor time can truly define,

The passion I have for you, the feeling inside.

The realness of this relentless desire for the finer things in life,

I find in you the finest treasure, on bended knee, please be my wife.

I’ll sing every Boyz II Men for you, except end of the road,

For love is a never-ending journey with many stories untold,

I love you now, I’ll love you when, we are wrinkled and old,

And we’ll tell our grandchildren all of our fables, as we watch them grow.

‘Til death do us part, even then we will be together,

A scene from Notebook saw two lovers in arms forever.

Hoping for it to be us, hoping that we can prosper,

Praying that God guides our love and helps it grow stronger.

I asked you can I? And I asked you what if?

I gave you X’s and O’s, now I have one last wish,

To be the gentleman and an officer you deserve in perfect bliss

I don’t know but you can help me figure out if this is what Love is.

X's & O's

Late night conversations to 3 o’clock in the morning,

Your voice the perfect pitch like Beca in Pitch Perfect

Lyrical intent with the intentions that it makes you content,

Not wet in the draws, just have you in awe for the moment.

To each other we are important,

Together we form a special bond,

So when the sky falls,

Our love will go above and beyond.

I read your lips crystal clear,

I sense your body drawing near,

Teasing, before enticing, before feeling,

Come over here.

I see paradise in your eyes,

Flick the switch, turn off the lights,

True love is done in the dark,

As our body fire ignites the night.

See this love making maybe be wild,

But only for a while,

‘Cause when your juices flow on my…

That’s when you steal the show with your style.

That’s when you take control,

As your body loses control,

As we trade places, make love faces,

I embrace you more and more.

And after that, more and more,

Start all over, bed to floor,

Hair pulled, you’re all soaked,

As we are equally yoked.

My lady I am sure,

That you can rest assure,

No need to wonder where I am,

I'll keep knocking at your door.

Love me baby lights out,

Love me through the weekend,

X’s and O’s I’m sincerely yours,

And these aren't just words I’m speaking.