OH!

I wanna see your body smile in the moon light,

When the stars compliment your eyes and the mood's just right.

Versace linen sliding off your frame and your name sliding off my tongue,

As I’m deep into your waterfalls...and your head is sprung.

Down between your lips as your juices drip,

Every spot within I caress while my fingertips…

Sensitize every facet of your body so you never forget,

When I constantly make you wet and put that pussy on reset.

Thinking of where and how to put you next...

On top the bed, the floor, just once you feel every after effect.

I just want to study your body like it’s a school subject,

Just knowing your face is where I’ll eject.

I’m loving the way you feel around me,

Gripping tightly and fitting like lock and key,

Clenching sweetly feeling every moan you make,

The words you screaming “O Daddy for goodness sake!”

Not saying anything just doing my thing,

Eventually on your fourth finger there will be a ring,

On your back now but then I’ll be on my knees,

Asking will you marry me hoping you say yes please,

But for now I’ll just be simply fucking it up,

Not caring if the neighbours hear because I won’t say “Baby shut up!”

Sinking every inch ‘til you cant take it,

Got you open wide and everything just perfect.

Sitting on my face and riding real slow,

Feeling my tongue because this is all you will know.

She wasn't expecting the dick penetrating her sacred place

And the O says it all on her face,

That I’m touching the sky within,

And I thought they said the sky was the limit,

But when I hit the spot it was the ultimate.

Pushing past her cervix,

I gotta ask baby what's the verdict?

CONFESSIONS

So where you been for the whole day hardly talking to me?

What you been up to that has you hardly speaking?
Been missing you all day and you've been away,

Is you creeping on me or is my mind just a way?

See I know about this dude, actually quite a few,

I know they're some you turn down and others you let pursue,

They must be laughing at me how easily they're getting through,

While I'm sitting, waiting on my phone to ring to hear you.

Doing what you want but what about your man?
What about the one that does for you what no other man can?

What about the one that has you etched in his life's plans?
What about the guy that sees you as a phenomenal woman?

I'm just trying to figure out what's really going on,

From the late replies, the distance...something seems off.

Am I here alone or are you on this ride with me still?

Don't play, keep it straight, let me know the deal.

CAIDEN

 Dear Caiden I just want you to know

I'm waiting for you.

Can't wait to hold you in my arms

And tell you I love you.

Can't wait to tell you how you came to be,

The sweetest love between your mom and me.

I know she'd smile with tears in her eyes,

When she sees that you are just like me.

Conceived on our honeymoon

To the most beautiful full moon,

Stars lit just like your mom,

No wonder why you came through.

I gotta go now my son,

I patiently await the joy you'll bring.

And when you come you'll be my number one,

You don't have to worry I will give you everything.

Un Rêve De Rêve Á Propos De Toi

Let my lips embrace yours in a french kiss

Whisper je t'adore as my fingers trace,

Your face slowly as our eyes caress

Each other while we share deep passionate breaths.

Entwined by our hearts desire,

L'amour est dans l'air, these feelings won't fade.

Fell in love more than once and every time you were there,

It's clear, this love we shouldn't trade.

At times I stop and watch you be you,

Je souris et soupire de joie.

In awe by every facet of you,
Un rêve de rêve à propos de toi.

LAY WITH ME

Take off those heels,

Lay on my bed,

Whisper dirty secrets

While I'm pulling on your hair.

Tell me all your feelings,

What's going through your head,

Emotions flowing deep

But I sense that there is fear.

So lay on your back,

You like it right there.

You're moaning heavenly,

Sounds of love are in the air.

Massaging on your body

While I'm singing in your ear,

I'll be gentle don't you scream

All of your fears will disappear.

Then you lay on my chest,

And I take care of you,

You look into my eyes,

You feel secure in my truth.

See I was born to love you,

Every layer of your skin,

Everything that makes you, you...

Even your soul within.

BROKEN

Staring in the broken mirror.

Broken pieces of myself shattered.

Broken promises from your lips I gathered.

Looking at each one wondering if it matters.

Said you would fix my broken heart 

But left it unguarded

Said you won't do what she did

But look you over did it.

You had me with your words; you lost me with your actions,

I keep coming back hoping for a new reaction.

A different feel but from you it's unrequited affection,

Now I'm standing with grenades in hand, fatal attraction.

A LETTER TO MYSELF

Dear self,

You are unbelievably strong.

No you don’t lift weights, you lift souls.

You carry the weight of others on your shoulders,

So they can fight and carry on.

You say this but it's been so long,

Since you fought for yourself,

Trying to change the world's wrongs.

But ask yourself,

Will it be reciprocated?

Or is the cloth so different

That you would scratch their backs

But they laugh when the opportunity is given?

Nonsense!

But I guess it all makes sense,

When the judge asks the jury what's the verdict

He'll word it...

“Your Honor this man is a human tissue.

He's full of tears from the people that had the world of issues.

Misused and mistreated he was with no answer to why?

So he is guilty for being able to let himself cry.”

So you cry man...do what you gotta do,

People won't get the picture but you know that's typical,

It figures though...so let the sky be your point of view,

Don't mind the fake, let them hate, just stay true to you.

PLAYLIST

 Let my love adorn,

Your body and make you moan,

Kiss it better 'fore you get the leather,

Late night into the morn'

Yeah I said it...

'Cause you want me to homicide it,

Kill that pussy 'cause it's mine

Fine, but don't regret it.

Butt cheeks...peeking through the sheets,
I pause.... and peep your fine physique,

Slow grinding to the beat of our love making,

Tek weh yuh heart...with deep penetrating.

And make the neighbors know my name

As you twist and go insane,

Like a character from the stories of Zane,

Must be love on the brain.

You make it rain as you reign, my African Queen,

Addicted to you like a child loves chocolate Ice-cream.

Pull your hair as you scream harmoniously,

And honestly this the sweetest music there ever could be.  

MEMORIES OF YOU

 I got all these memories faded of you
With me being faded with you
Late night sessions, early morning encores,
I'm sure you reminisce on this too.

No Hey, Hello, How are you?
I just came through the door and spread you,
Ate you 'til you were shaking, squirming, running, squirting,
Then looked up and asked...."so what's new?"

Sheets were wet with not only sweat,
You were soaking while we were sexing to some Keith Sweat.
Sat on my dick and watched me like you were ready, set,

But you didn't know that it was time to go.

Love how your juices overflowed,
Love how you were all over my wooden floor,
Taking all of my wood, 'cause you weren't ever saying no.

You climaxed, we laid back and I watched your body glow...

Faded memories of what used to be,

Waiting patiently 'til you get back to me.

So we could get into, what we were into,

So we could re-write our freaky history.

PLAYBOY

 Fuck love and all that mushy shit,

Clearly it means nothing so what's the point of it?

Bring the cookie, let me treat it, eat it, please it and get it over with

And other than that, get to stepping.

Cause I...

I gave my all to one woman,

And that one woman dissed me.
That one woman looked me dead in my eyes
And said “Hey! Goodbye! Don't miss me!”

Seriously?!

After all we've been through?
After all we've shared?
After she had no one,
And I'm the only one that cared?

Damn. I never imagined, I never feared of this day
In my mind we were growing, now she's going away.
Saying it was just a season and there's a reason, but fuck's sake,
What happened to being in love, all I'm feeling is hate.

But look, I'm still fighting like a soldier
Suave don't even do it, don't turn into that old person.

While she's over there entertaining fuckboys...

Looking on, sometimes I wish I was still a playboy.

ALONE

Hello from the other side,

Can you hear me outside? 

Emotions changing, rearranging,

Damn what's going on here inside?

Thinking to myself, within myself,

Trying to find help but who cares?  

On second thought if I call...never mind,

I'll just stay deep within my fears. 

Late nights watching you lie in bed 

Searching for your truth

But found false promises instead.

Now I'm sitting here waiting by the phone, 

I'd give anything to hear your tone.

Wondering will I ever? But who knows?

For now I'll just stand here alone,

 Remembering the day when everything went wrong.

DEAR SOMEONE

I'm looking for the simple minded

Caring, kind and

Loving, faithful,

Loyal...all in! 

I'm searching for someone to love, 

Someone to trust,

Someone to hold,

Someone to know. 

Who's not fixed on the premise

Of materialistic things,

Who's not pressed by society's morals,

Just impressed by my being.

I want my heart to skip beats      

Every time we speak,

My mind should lose focus

When you smile at me.

My eyes should stare

At your perfect imperfections,

Captivated by your beauty,

And your angelic nature.

You give me....

Someone to love,

Someone to trust,

Someone to hold, 

Someone to know....

And I won't let you go.

ALL CARDZ

I'm gonna write what's in my heart
Don't give a fuck who's fuckin' with it
So I start...here lies the pain,
Peek the scars that remain,
When wars of words blew up like grenades

And friends and enemies are now all the same.

False hopes, shattered dreams,

They seem to be a constant for me.

Lost the faith that was inside of me,
Tears run down my cheeks over the memories.

But people will see the smiles and the laughter,
Not knowing what goes on the moments after.

Cause the people who were right there left from beside you,

Even though they're subliminally fucking wit' you.

They say don't worry even though they do it,

They no longer say the words that you're used to hearing.

Even though you do right they say you're wrong so screw it,
Just turn back the hands of time...forget about it.

All cards on the table, jokers included.
Humble always, though they hate you.
They will not trust you but...true you stay.

Even when the chips are down...stay you.  

LOST ONE

Hurting, thinking about my baby,
Maybe if she or he stayed,
I would become a better me.

That was my offspring,
Oh the joy he'd bring,
The little feet, little fingers,
I imaged creating that little being.

If she were here I'd look at her mom,
Smile and tell her “she looks just like you.”
Hold them both in my loving arms,
And tell them that I'd never leave you.

The pain inside causes my soul to cry,
Water running dry from within.
My outer appearance is pure bravado,
Lost one, lost me, feels like a whirlwind.