A LETTER TO MYSELF

Dear self,

You are unbelievably strong.

No you don’t lift weights, you lift souls.

You carry the weight of others on your shoulders,

So they can fight and carry on.

You say this but it's been so long,

Since you fought for yourself,

Trying to change the world's wrongs.

But ask yourself,

Will it be reciprocated?

Or is the cloth so different

That you would scratch their backs

But they laugh when the opportunity is given?

Nonsense!

But I guess it all makes sense,

When the judge asks the jury what's the verdict

He'll word it...

“Your Honor this man is a human tissue.

He's full of tears from the people that had the world of issues.

Misused and mistreated he was with no answer to why?

So he is guilty for being able to let himself cry.”

So you cry man...do what you gotta do,

People won't get the picture but you know that's typical,

It figures though...so let the sky be your point of view,

Don't mind the fake, let them hate, just stay true to you.

PLAYLIST

 Let my love adorn,

Your body and make you moan,

Kiss it better 'fore you get the leather,

Late night into the morn'

Yeah I said it...

'Cause you want me to homicide it,

Kill that pussy 'cause it's mine

Fine, but don't regret it.

Butt cheeks...peeking through the sheets,
I pause.... and peep your fine physique,

Slow grinding to the beat of our love making,

Tek weh yuh heart...with deep penetrating.

And make the neighbors know my name

As you twist and go insane,

Like a character from the stories of Zane,

Must be love on the brain.

You make it rain as you reign, my African Queen,

Addicted to you like a child loves chocolate Ice-cream.

Pull your hair as you scream harmoniously,

And honestly this the sweetest music there ever could be.  

MEMORIES OF YOU

 I got all these memories faded of you
With me being faded with you
Late night sessions, early morning encores,
I'm sure you reminisce on this too.

No Hey, Hello, How are you?
I just came through the door and spread you,
Ate you 'til you were shaking, squirming, running, squirting,
Then looked up and asked...."so what's new?"

Sheets were wet with not only sweat,
You were soaking while we were sexing to some Keith Sweat.
Sat on my dick and watched me like you were ready, set,

But you didn't know that it was time to go.

Love how your juices overflowed,
Love how you were all over my wooden floor,
Taking all of my wood, 'cause you weren't ever saying no.

You climaxed, we laid back and I watched your body glow...

Faded memories of what used to be,

Waiting patiently 'til you get back to me.

So we could get into, what we were into,

So we could re-write our freaky history.

PLAYBOY

 Fuck love and all that mushy shit,

Clearly it means nothing so what's the point of it?

Bring the cookie, let me treat it, eat it, please it and get it over with

And other than that, get to stepping.

Cause I...

I gave my all to one woman,

And that one woman dissed me.
That one woman looked me dead in my eyes
And said “Hey! Goodbye! Don't miss me!”

Seriously?!

After all we've been through?
After all we've shared?
After she had no one,
And I'm the only one that cared?

Damn. I never imagined, I never feared of this day
In my mind we were growing, now she's going away.
Saying it was just a season and there's a reason, but fuck's sake,
What happened to being in love, all I'm feeling is hate.

But look, I'm still fighting like a soldier
Suave don't even do it, don't turn into that old person.

While she's over there entertaining fuckboys...

Looking on, sometimes I wish I was still a playboy.